If Only You Knew
To Have this deep pain that drowns your insides
Having all this weight on your shoulders keeping your soul from being alive
Everyday you watch the sky and as the sun rises showing all its beauty
just for to show it's best as it sets
watching the stars slowly appear
as you confess what's deeply going through the mind thats so called beauty
The mind that's so damaged because of all it witholds
As your heart beats as loud as ever,
wanting to open yet letting the mind take over only to remind it
Can it handle the fear..? The judgment..?
To remind it that it held on for so long
Why say something now?
In a way you lost a peace of child innocence
you were put where you shouldn't belong
it's okay though right? cause it was so long ago
As much as you've wanted to scream!
you stayed silent
It's cool though right? It's not like anyone would listen
As you grow your introduced to newer things and newer people
yet, whether anyone noticed you've stayed the same
they can't say they truly know you because of the body language thats shown
or the words that passes your lips
yet to realize every verse is a story
The words are amazing but do you truly get the meaning of it
are you honestly paying attention
watch the moments, see the patterns and listen to the words
As much as you want to scream, you stayed silent
maybe it's because you made your peace
or maybe your trying to forget a unforgetful memory
finding a way to understand who you are and to find the free way of life
A mind full of beauty yet far from light
Having a heart filled with love but trembles with chains
A voice thats being heard but no one there to listen
A soul filled with joy only to be trapped in its memory