If only....if only I had the courage, the will, the strength...to lay my thoughts to rest and pursue what I've been searching for...what I never thought I'd find...not love...not lust...but hope...hope that our minds connect in such a way that no other woman and me has connected, hope that your story and my story not become parallel, but intersect as we cross paths and laugh at life while it passes by...hope that one day we can look each other in our eyes and realize that what we have is special and the day we met must have been set to happen... whether friends or lovers, I hope that we can be there for each other when the roads are rough, life is tough, and we need someone to lean on....the spirit you posses entices my soul as the keys to yours unfold...we may come from different cloths but understand that with the right sew, the outcome can be so beautiful...slow as the gentle breeze, but forward like the seven seas, I want this connection to grow...if only....if only....