If my heart had a voice (February 2017)
If my heart had a voice,
It would make a million wishes.
And, from each wish
a million stars would fall,
each one shattering the silence,
cutting through the walls.
They would whisper your name,
No, they would scream it out loud,
for all to hear
how I long for you
to come home to me.
And those screams would be carried
across the mighty oceans,
blaze across the endless sky
in purples,
and reds,
and blues,
Scattering all its hues.
They would smash mountain stones to smithereens,
burst through forests and trees
and splinter dreams.
And I would hope
that at least one wish
would get through to you.
Yet, it has none,
no voice of its own,
not even a whisper,
except this pounding,
aching
in my chest.
An endless chasm of pain
yearning to burst open,
to slowly wither away.
So, I quietly say your name.
I simply say your name.
I can only say your name.