If I ever needed advice it would probably be now
I want to let so much out but I don't know how,
I am forced to keep it all inside because my feelings are something I can nt express,
I am trying to keep it all clean but my heart ace is making a mess,
never have I ever felt so much anger before day after day I am madder than I was before,
there is really no one to blame but myself
but yet I can not own up to my mistakes so I blame everyone else
I hide who I am; my thoughts, ,y feelings and my emotions included
when i'm asked what's wrong I tell everything but I leave my true feeling excluded.
the sudden irritation,
the frequent contemplation,
and all along i'm going after something but i'm losing sight of what i'm chasing
I feel so muvh at once, so much anger in store.
and the only satisfaction I get is seeing someone else suffer,
but even then I want more.