If I Died Tonight by: Jaay Dee Kayy

If I died tonight, what would you say about me?

That I was a good peson, attending church actively?

That I overcame depression and beamed with positivity?

Or would you tell about the grass of my life that isn't green?

Like the fact that I was young when he took my virginity?

Or that another guy tried it (and I won't lie, it killed me)?

Maybe when I took sleeping pills to permanently go to sleep?

I made mistake after mistake because of insecurities;

I was poor in body, but was I rich spiritually?

But silly me, no one would do this to me... or will he?

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