If I died tonight, what would you say about me?
That I was a good peson, attending church actively?
That I overcame depression and beamed with positivity?
Or would you tell about the grass of my life that isn't green?
Like the fact that I was young when he took my virginity?
Or that another guy tried it (and I won't lie, it killed me)?
Maybe when I took sleeping pills to permanently go to sleep?
I made mistake after mistake because of insecurities;
I was poor in body, but was I rich spiritually?
But silly me, no one would do this to me... or will he?