I will survive the rain

Even while it’s mixed with bad pains

It’s up to me to face the realities

But I can’t get past the technicalities

So I push them away

I take that punch to the face

I have this fast pace

That brings me closer and closer and makes me stay

I want to fly away

But I have no wings

I am not that pretty young thing

And I know I can’t sing

But you continue to throw those flaws at me

And it hurts even when I try and wipe that away

But I continue to pick up my pride and walk that opposite way

Cause tomorrow is a new day

With new problems either way

So those issues’s with you is going to have to wait

Because I am not afraid

Nor terrified to walk away from you

I just put that left shoe in front of that right shoe

And before I know it I am doing what I’m supposed to do

I can’t help you if you hurt this little girl inside

She wants you

But you constantly make her cry

Face red

Eyes filled with tears

Body shaking

Oh poor dear

Weak little girl

Can’t do nothing for herself

But sit and worry about you

And she can’t function without you

So no she can’t say screw you

Because without you

There’s no her

And with her

There’s no you

So what is she suppose to do

I don’t have all the answers

But I will remind you of what you said

I WILL NEVER BREAK YOUR HEART!

Those words still lay there broken up

Her heart lay there two

Down the road of pain and despair

I do remember how you flew

You flew so fast

Past

Me that trash

You say you left there in the path

Was my broken heart it needs a cast

No doctor in view so that broken heart is going to have to last

I pick up the pieces and glue them together

I will always remember you for forever

I can endeavor

Even when it’s bad weather

I will not let you see me this way no, not ever

So I’m going to walk that mile

With my false smile

I am a girl with feelings and I will get through this trial

Because one day I will be walking by you

And you’ll smile and I’ll just continue

To walk on by with my head up and heart in tack

While you stand there wishing you had me back