I Want You
You tell her that you want to hold her so bad
You tell her that she's pretty
You tell her all of these great things
But did you tell her of that time where you cheated?
What about that time you spoke ill of her?
Did you tell her about that time where you were unfaithful for more than a whole year
Did you tell her all of these bad things that you once did to her
Without her even knowing?
You sit around and you tell her how wonderful she is when she’s convenient to you
You sit around when you tell her how happy she makes you when it fits your schedule
But if she made you so happy,
then how come you needed another girl to reassure that
How come you needed someone else to do you wrong for you to appreciate what you had in the first place
Why did you once let go of old love just to dig it back up
Why’d you love her?
Why’d you lose her?
Why are you crawling back to her
You already messed it up one time and now you're trying to go go back to your crazy idea of being in love with her
Just doomed to mess it up again
Like it’s going to change something?
Because it won't
You still did what you did but you know that she’ll forgive you
Because she actually loves you, too
She actually cares about your dumb self
She knows real love
Her love was her tears that she showed me when your name comes into context
Her love was her nonstop talking of you
Her love was passion
Your love isn't love
It’s lust
You see her body before you see her eyes
Her beautiful eyes that are wired up to her mind that is connected to only the thoughts of you
How could she have such high standards for you?
How do you take a girl for granted?
You don’t realize how lucky you are
You have been given another chance at being with this girl,
make it your last chance
And if you fail,
Just remember that this girl is very special, but she’s not stupid
So your last chance is not try to outsmart her,
but for you to not be dumb enough to think you’ll get away with hurting her again