i want to cry
my plans in life are to see my friends graduate, force myself to live by traveling. then die

I've wasted my life before I even lived it, i cant love someone because i cant support

I just want someone to hold me and tell me I'll be okay
I'm just a kid
I feel so old but so young, why should my decisions as a child make my whole life

my brain doesnt finish developing until I'm 21
why can I be responsible for my future when I cant even be responsible for my own happiness

I want to see the trees in the early morning, standing above me. so I can see how small I am, but the thought alone makes me understand that nobody will rember me, and the ones that will are so few

this world is fucked and I'm fucked my future is fucked everything is fucked I'm a kid goddamnit dont make me be responsible for what should be 70 years of my life when I'm a kid

please just help me out this once