I would simply refuse to have a day other than this one.

Even though I cannot afford great experiences that I want to embark,
but still,

I do not want a better day since I have been living out my days like this,

spontaneous emotions, overdosing on my own adrenalin, free from ritalin,

free from anything that is a distraction.

Days like these are the ones I am proud to have,

where not a single bad memory was able to hurt me,

also when I realized that I did become stronger than my former self.

I dominate these little cracks within myself,

despite their best efforts to crack into bigger ones,

But I was grateful enough to find a solid foundation to let myself

become happy.
I am my own foundation. That is something no one can ever destroy.

Today was supposed the day where I wished to stay in my claustrophobic, dusty,

old room where I would alienate my mind in a different dimension,

And I will not plan on becoming on something that I forgot.

Today was, and always will be a day where there will be more to come.
I can love,

Most of all, I am happy.
And I simply do not wish a better day, unlike this one.