I should have left
I knew you were there
I knew you didn't care
but I stayed
and I continued to imagine us dancing in the rain
and I sustained all that pain
that nearly drove me insane
So now I dance
with my eyes full of tears
and to my freinds I will rant
I will look in the mirror
with my face forlorned
because my heart
had been worn and torn
and ripped apart
I convinced myself
that your soul was full
of a big heart and huge dreams
and despite what I was told
I hurt myself because I thought I would redeem
everything that I had lost
I lost everything
without knowing what everything would cost
so now I'm listening to people with broken hearts sing
and I might give you a death stare
but its only because
my heart has suffered through more then just a tare