I regret laughing,
Laughing when Haley told me he liked me.
Freshman year I had a chance to get what I wanted,
but that was ruined because I laughed.
Before I moved I was the butt of everyone’s jokes,
anyone liking me was a rarity
so much so thinking about the possibility
made me laugh in her face.
If I didn’t laugh maybe I’d be different,
maybe my high school experience would change,
maybe I never would have joined that club
that made me realize what I loved
so in a way I guess I’m glad I laughed,
but I still wonder what would happen if I didn’t.