I Need You Jesus
When I wake up you give me breath to breath,
I can walk and talk from the life that is within me
My heart beats and my chest pump all because of you,
And yet I still find a way to undermine the wonderful things you do
I lie and cheat, covet and lust, I am jealous and murderous in the heart,
I idolisize my phone, work, and school over you, and the worst of all,
I don't spend effect time with you,
I know, I desire death, I desire to die, I desire to be in hell for all of my sins,
Wait, you forgive me if I repent, ok but look what I did,
Your blood covers my sins, but Lord I am not worthy of your loving kindness
Wait, al you doing is waiting for me to surrender.
Ok, but I can't do it without your help,
Ok, you said that you would help me too.
Thank you Jesus,
I know that your word says that you will forgive me,
but every time I sin I get these thoughts.
Lord, I confess my sins and I know that you will help me if I repent.
Everytime I fall, please help me to get back up, and know that you are waiting to catch me when I fall.
But I must have a humble and fleshy heart.
Thank you Jesus, I know I can do it in you.