When you went out with my best friend, and you keep asking me about him

I mean, you are together with him, why not ask him

If you really loved him, then why do you doubt him, that is why your love light is so dim

Your relationship with him was a mess on that same day.

Because when you guys see face to face, you don't know what to say

When he ended it, I knew the reason why

But I was surprised that he laughed and you cry

Two weeks later on Valentines day I promised you one thing

That no matter what happens I will never leave you, just because of some things

That was the day I had feelings for you

But what the hell did you just do

You accepted an under classmate, that was younger than you

I wanted to get pissed at you

But you have been through allot

So I decided to save that thought.

Every time I see you guys together, I feel jealous

Because I thought my feelings for you were helpless

I saw you kissed him, and hold his hands

But I was not the only one who saw it, also my friends

They told me that you are a hoe

But I told them to let it go

Thats why that one person hates you,and never ever liked you at all

But I'm am the only reason why that person won't start a brawl

So i pray to God to open up your eyes when I heard he takes drugs, and a player

Because he was good before, but now he has so many haters

So when you finally realize it

I was proud of you when you leave him

So after a few days later, i decided to make my move

I was on my journey to make love to you

I asked you out

But you shut me down

You said I don't know you that well

In my mind I'm like what the hell

We have been friends for a long time

Are you out of your mind

You told me, ask me, and begged me to take away my feelings for you

I lost all hope, don't know what to do

So i decided to let it go by doing things i hate

But still it did not work because it was too late

So I still pray to God to give you a change of heart

So you would give me a chance to do my part

And after 4 months of praying you finally said YES

But after all those prayers, my want was a success

But i hope you know why i wanted to be with you so bad

Because you were so attractive when i first had feelings for you back then

But not just that, your voice was as soft as an angel praising the Lord

I am positive that with a voice like that you would win an award

But you doubt yourself too much

So i will do my best to make you feel confident, because i was confident with your touch

I believed you can stop me from becoming the bad person i was about to be

But i know you hate me when i don't have honesty

You have a bad history and i understand

Your parents beat you up, even when you are right and when you take a stand

I hope you find it in your heart to forgive them

Because i did forgive you for what you did back then

I promise i will never hurt you or yell at you

Because your pain is worst then my pain and you are trying to make it through

I will give you anything you ask for

Even though i may be poor

You deserve to be happy

Even though you missed your daddy

I still want to see your beautiful laugh and your attractive smile

So i can still remember you when we are apart more than a mile

I feel lost without you here with me

Because if i have a bad day. your lovable face is all i want to see

I never felt so calm and weak

When you are around me, with your scent so sweet

I pray and hope to God that we will be together forever

Because you make me feel like a successor

I will always fight for you or with you

If you ask why, its not because i like you

Its because I don't Like You, But I Love You.