I Don't Love You Because.....
I don’t love you because your brown skin seems to wrap its way around my mind
So beautiful, so smooth, yet creating ripples of desire throughout me
One of a kind
That framework that I dream to divine
I don’t love you because you shine in front of everyone
Stand in front of millions and command the room
Only by using that alluring wisdom that looms inside of you
For one so young, yet able to weave it all into the art that comes out of your lush lips
And leaves others speechless
I love you because your very presence is my home
You come with your share of creaks, cracks, and mess
But do I feel blessed
You’re imperfect, but your perfect for me
I won’t change for you, and you don’t have to change for me
Like one of my favorite musicals, Rent, said, “Take me as I am, who I am meant to be”
You feel me with laughter, don’t you dare downplay your dry humor
My mood can drop, but you uplift it sooner
You do whatever it takes just to get happiness on my face
You give me so much warmth
Just from your eyes, just a look, is a bottomless amount of gold in worth
That gleam you get in them when you’re talking for miles
Whether about American history or your out of box theories
Generally, not what I’m into but from you it’s worth all the while
I love how passionate you are, and my passions, you see
You push me to be a dreamer and chase my dreams
Though you’ve seen my worst, you envision my best
You believe that I can be better than you, and do better above all
Even if I’m under the weather
You get me off my butt to get some work done, so I don’t regret it later
And I’ll always do the same for you
Our relationship is fifty fifty, give and take
You’re my safe haven, and I’ll provide shelter for you too
You want me to speak my mind and with every word that comes out, it doesn’t feel forced
Each piece always finds a place with you, and I will always want to share more and more
You won’t dare raise your hand, and I won’t dare get violent with you
You look into my soul and see the good and bad
You remove, not induce, the anxiety and fear
I’ll wipe away your insecurities and tears
I look at you and know what love is
I remember you asking me what it is and this is it
You had a hard time telling the difference between lust and love
It’s craving to know your mind and soul all above
Seeing beauty even in the hard and gritty
Wanting the best for each other even if it gets in the way of our own agenda
We’re in this together
And I don’t want this to ever
Ever end