I am a Paradox
I am here and everywhere and yet nowhere
A separate consciousness and yet a reflection of my reality
Infinite and finite
Always right and always wrong
Always finding the most when I am "lost" or "weird"
A real yet artifical set of shifting clouds in a foreign sky
My mind a fantasy but a powerful reality wherever I go
Loving so much that I wish to keep increasing the growth
Of love and life rather than being complacent
I am unable to love only what is alredy here
Not needing the universe to complete me
But imagining that I do to fill the hole where you are missing
A beacon of light that was supposed to fill you up
But instead made you feel darker and more distant
Dimming my light as well
Living in a world that is complicated where it should be simple
And simple where it should be complicated and intricate and beautiful
I am about to be thrown into the ring of legal adults
Though we will all always be children
I will always keep my mind and heart open