This is what  He  said.
That even though i have sinned, He doesn't care.
My life He has vowed to protect,
When He said, touch not my anointed.
But the devil is making me to forget,
Playing my heart wounded.
So each time i hear the word of God, i feel so offended.
To me serving God is a burden.
For the laws are just too many.
It restrict me from many things.
Marry first ease don't kiss. 
But i failed to understand, yet i understand.
Each time i went contrary to the commandment,
I feel like i am totally condemn, really; sure.
And in God side,  i have been rejected, soul rejected.
But if truly i am condemned and rejected,
I guess by now my life would have ended .
Bcos i decided to live God's  presence
And follows the things of this earth.
So i can touch, feel and have some enjoyment.
To me, this is where life ends, but i never knew the Centre before the end is full of problems.
Come for prayer meetings, i will not attend .
Sunday service, undecided. 
...I Am D PRODIGAL SON...
Though i finally come back to my senses of leaving the life of sex sea but still sensing the spirit of being sexy, and my mind like a rolling bom bom, reminding me of all the sins  i have committed against God. That i must pay the consequences  of all the nonsense that i have committed b4 i can come back to be in God's  presence,  to me this is another assignment which i considered hard for me to bear.
But He said on the cross, don't worry like what most guys say, keep the change.
He said , say yes and admit i am your father.
Then i will give u in addition to your inheritance  .
Son, just say  yes
I have been waiting for you all this years.
Just say yes and take your share.
You are my son, & after a son an heir .
The bible says there is more joy in heaven over one repented sinner.
Just one repented sinner.
...I AM THE PRODIGAL SON ...
 

Even though i have been prostituting / fornicating , He still loves me, He  doesn't  condemned me, but just protect and watches me , that one day,  some day, i might come back to Him to take my position in His kingdom.
Meanwhile i have been thinking that   i am already condemned .
But i never knew He cares.
My sorrows He bears
And joy He gave me instead
By  calling me the best.
Who are my ?
Goods i did not buy, neither do i sell
But i made profit
Lost but found
...I AM THE PRODIGAL SON...