I Am From Bittersweet
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I am from many things personal,
From many things pivotal,
Events that shape my life,
Events of pleasure and strife.
I am from things physical,
And from things emotional.
I am shaped from the past,
From lessons that long last,
From a broken heart, crumbled to dust,
Born of naivety, of shattered trust.
I am from bitterweet friendships,
Flames that, once upon a time, burned bright.
I am from nostalgic waves of emotion,
Washing over me in moments unchosen,
Nostalgic dreams, in waking hours, lost.
I am from dreams of love long-lasting,
Dreams of the everlasting.
I am from a rebirth unlike any other,
From beneath redeeming waters.
I am from misunderstandings,
From grudges still standing.
I am from sweet memories,
From daydreams and memories,
Thoughts of the possibilies,
If only he would understand me.
I am from petty arrguments,
From a parent's trust now bent,
From tears, and tears, and more tears,
Nights spent crying hoping no one hears.
I am from the seasons, and the beauties of each,
The memories created, just out of reach.
I am from spring, being born anew.
I am from fall, colorful leaves in a million hues.
I am from summer, longing for winter,
And I am from winter, and its unexplicable nostalgia.
I am from Tulsa, Oklahoma,
My birthplace, though unfamiliar.
I am really from hot dry days
Spent playing in red clay.
I am from a beautiful garden, a work of art,
Born straight out of my mother's heart.
I am from water-color painted sunsets,
From roaming the woods with beloved pets.
I am from dust devils and beautiful ice storms,
From the haunting glow of a raging fire.
I am from leisure and pure laziness,
From being yelled at because my room's a mess.
I am from songs describing heartbreak and pain,
From beautiful music played again and again.
I am from the sound of rain on the roof above me,
The sound so calm and so lovely.
I am from sweet-smelling perfume,
Scents that rouse memories, forgotten and few.
I am from things personal,
From many things pivotal,
Events that shape my life,
Events of pleasure and strife.
I am from memories where I laugh yet weep,
I am from bittersweet.