My tears sadden you with pain.

I’m not surprise you didn’t go insane.

Your smile and friendship warms me

As your hugs and kisses hit me you see,

My days are always filled with rain.

Singing songs and dance to the sound

I’m trying my best not to show I’m carrying ten pounds

of depression, nightmares, and tears.

But another guilty feeling your rebound.

Depressed, wrath, and cries on your wall

No matter what I do, I continue to fall.

I kept my hands, so you won’t be affected

I will not become contagious viruses.

My hurt affected you as your spirit is long gone with mine