Home Video: 1990
The sound of static lasts for a second,
And I see myself reflected in the blue screen, eyes half-lidded, slouching;
The camera focuses.
A dimple dressed in a tie-dye T-shirt, marker stains on her hands.
The voice behind the camera asks her age, and she holds up two fingers:
“Three!”
“Dance for me, princess?”
A lopsided twirl from the barefoot ballerina.
My finger hits pause,
The video is blurred by the bad recording, or maybe bad eyes;
My glasses were getting in the way.
I hear static in my heartbeat.
My wet finger presses play,
And I decide that salt is the taste of regret,
Just like the color blue.