The noise is unbearable

It’s in my head

It’s in the room

I loud bright

I’m drowning

This desperation

I runs my life

It takes controll

So I cry

I cry a sea of guilt and shame

Yet another place to drown

A little wave could crush a mountain

Instead It crushed my soul

Numb

A planet of grey with black and white thinking

Emptiness sewing the seams

Patching up my broken home

Old dreams, long forgotten, litter the floor

I fall into the depths of my blackened heart

Honey I’m home