Hollow Heart
he brought you roses
red, your favorite
because he loved you
he got on one knee
pulled out a big princess cut ring
because he loved you
he got close to me
bought me christmas presents although i'm not his
because he loved you
he said for me to keep it quiet
tried to teach me how to be an adult
because he loved you
he crept in as i slept
grazed me
manipulated me
took my innocence
because he loved you
no.
that is not love
love is pure
love is kind
love doesn't use people
or make them feel confined
you loved me
until he came along
and it's because i love you
that i just played along
i wanted you happy
i wanted your love
instead you left me
because you wanted to be in love
it's because i love you
that i don't blame you for leaving me
it's because i love you
that after all this time
i still choose to believe in you
and it's because i love you mom
that i'm even alive