A spacious sky starts with a vast of flashes of wonder
All colored in a hue of blue.
I feel as though I belong over there
But no one wants me there.
Everybody wants me to be lost
I have no control
To just scream out for help!
The desires are not real
It is not me
No it’s not me
The sky is rising up high with all its blueness
The wonder struck and all my hopes and dreams are erased
What I thought was real is now shown to be meaningless beams
The wittiness of it all is that I thought I knew what I was doing
I had it all in my hands
But that’s not me
It’s not for me
I don’t belong here
This world and all that it has to offer, I don’t need it at all.
My heart is empty and full of anguish and fear
My soul is aching of him
And sometimes I feel as though
Soon I will lose my soul and slowly with no effort completely become empty,
With no hope anymore.
And that is my fear.
Of losing it all
And knowing that I had it all but with one senseless mistake
I lost it all
I am sorry
I am truly sorry
My Love, my God, Oh my Jesus
I love you.
For I know I don’t deserve your love.
Not one bit
The stars arise with its divinity of alluring rays
With its brightness it captivates the eyes of many
Lord I know you are more than those dingily stars
You shine more than that
And your love is so extraordinary there is just no compare
And no description to which its dismay
Your whole self is beyond what we can imagine
Oh how great is your love
Lord your love is more than the stars in the sky
More than we can imagine
With such constant
I just can’t contain it all!
My Lord Jesus Christ