A spacious sky starts with a vast of flashes of wonder

 All colored in a hue of blue.

I feel as though I belong over there

But no one wants me there.

 Everybody wants me to be lost

I have no control

No strength

To just scream out for help!

The desires are not real

It is not me

No it’s not me

The sky is rising up high with all its blueness

The wonder struck and all my hopes and dreams are erased

What I thought was real is now shown to be meaningless beams

The wittiness of it all is that I thought I knew what I was doing

I had it all in my hands

But that’s not me

It’s not for me

I don’t belong here

This world and all that it has to offer, I don’t need it at all.

My heart is empty and full of anguish and fear

My soul is aching of him

And sometimes I feel as though

Soon I will lose my soul and slowly with no effort completely become empty,

With no hope anymore.

And that is my fear.

Of losing it all

And knowing that I had it all but with one senseless mistake

 I lost it all

I am sorry

I am truly sorry

My Love, my God, Oh my Jesus

I love you.

Forgive me.

For I know I don’t deserve your love.

Not one bit

The stars arise with its divinity of alluring rays

With its brightness it captivates the eyes of many

Lord I know you are more than those dingily stars

You shine more than that

And your love is so extraordinary there is just no compare

And no description to which its dismay

Your whole self is beyond what we can imagine

Oh how great is your love

Lord your love is more than the stars in the sky

More than we can imagine

It’s overwhelming

It’s endless

With such constant

I just can’t contain it all!

Thank you!

My Lord Jesus Christ