To sit there beside him caused great pain,

Will I have enough strength this time to make his tears go away? I say,

Losing half of me to build him up,

365 days consistening of fear and sucking it up,

It took me leaving to believe in me,

He built himself up without needing me,

We stand strong now fighting his anxiety and depression together,

But I still cry at nights I remember,

On the girl who lost herself in fear of losing him.