Maybe if I close my eyes I won't see anymore 

maybe if I close my heart I won't feel anymore 

but neither of it works , i closed my eyes and I saw you clearly as if you never left they say "never lose that light from your eyes" that's why I kept your vision inside my eyes because you were my light or maybe you were just the shadow making them dark and I should push you away  but I was afraid to do so I closed my eyes and there you were I tried to close my heart but oh god how could I realize it was broken how can I close something that's down in pieces bleeding or even worse I found my soul like that too and my veins and my mind I lost my mind when you shut down the door so hard when you left maybe if I close my eyes I won't see anymore 

maybe if I close my heart I won't feel anymore 

but neither of it worked nothing ever works in this pain