Him

Location

20772
United States
38° 47' 32.262" N, 76° 45' 24.2532" W

There she is
A young girl that has been brought to tears
Relationship after relationship her heart was found elsewhere
In a place no one could find
In a place full of bitterness and fears
See the last boyfriend had everything she wanted
Until she realized no matter what she did
he chased any girl that had the perfect body and knew how to flaunt it
She thought of ways to hurt, abuse, and anger he
He who had found the next victim to destroy
Destroying is what he did but who was left alone.. me
Me me me that's all i ever thought about
How could he hurt me, why would he do this to me, why me, why didn't i just leave?
Leaving someone to find better and better is what i found
Someone to love me even when i didn't love myself
He was my king and to him i gave the crown
the crown of my heart to wear and never remove
His name was God
His heart was mines and mines was his i didn't care who disapproved
Things were so much better i hadn't smiled in months
13 boxes of tissues 12 weeks 81 days months
a number that was known by heart had come across my phone
but only this time my heart didn't remember it, a voice that became so distant in the wind
had asked what's new, how have i been, i apologize for all the hurt and pain ive caused
honey it doesn't matter because i've found a new boyfriend
Click!

Comments

pa_bailey

i was going through a tough time in life and could not find the words to express myself. better yet explain to people how i was feeling after a breakup. i finally opened my mind and began to type as the words just came to me. i find poetry as a gift and after two years without writing its safe to say im back again :) i hope this can help someone get through!

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