I drove through the night  thinking about all the stuff that he said,  he forgot to tell  you ..... He was to young to remember .....  He  looks  into dark  every night,  seeing the stars that are up high  ..... He is sad that he  forgot to tell you how much he loved you..... He now looks for you  like crazy. He  looks into the clouds hoping to see you .  He has lost you.  He has lost so much.... I'm sad that your not here to see him in his graduation .... He says "Mom  ,I'm  located in the shadows . No one can see the pain I'm going through, but that girl whom I wished you would have got to meet . But  I don't want to loose her ." I'm afraid of losing more people.