There is no peace, 

I'm so alone,

No matter what I do...

Darkness and negativity is my curse,

And mine to endure.

I've tried so hard to break these bonds from the demons,

But...

Please I just need to go:

Never again do I want to hurt them,

I want to disappear.

I wasn't suppose to be alive.

I made a promis and now it's broken.

I need to fulfill it.

Please Let me fulfill it!

I am a failed product,

A disgusting moth,

A joke by God and all that has witnessed 

My pitiful existence.

My mother,

I know she's stressing over me too much.

I need to stop hurting everyone.

I need to die.

The best HELP 

Is my freedom.

My extinction!