I want to have him in my arms.
I want him to say he loves me.
How can I bear to see him with some other girl?
How could he bear to see me with another guy?
I don’t think it’s just infatuation.
I know its love.

I want him to see it too.
I want him to feel my way and see it all through my eyes.
I want him to see how beautiful he is in my mind,
I want him to know how much I care for him.
I need him to know why I loved him.
And why he means so much to me.

How can I think past all this?
I want him to see the way I feel.
I feel like my heart was ripped from my chest,
Then someone poured salt and rubbing alcohol mixed on my chest.
I feel like I can’t possibly cry anymore,
But look, here comes another tear.

I wish upon a star again,
But what good will that do?
Should I give in to blind faith?
Is that what I’ve come to?
I don’t want to give in to something I can’t believe in.
But what other choice do I have?