Jesus loves me this i know...

Actually i don't i was just told so

blinded by my past i cannot see 

how can he love me when he is holy and i'm incomplete?

doesn't he know my anatomy?  

No longer pure, I'm filthy, you see sin has stolen my virginity.

i cant lift my hands because i'm too ashamed you see?

nobody knows but it bleed daily

repeating my cycles weekly,going to church weekly being a carbon copy of what everyone else seems to be.

taking therapy called communion monthly,thinking it would cover my stains and make everything seem okay but is doesn't . you feel me? 

camouflaged by vain pretendency 

being nothing but a fake and a phony. putting on a show for everybody to see...in his his presence where i'm supposed to be 

well guess what curtain call-the end.  

the music plays rhythmically.

but now I'm by myself, with nobody to call my friend.

roll call

all this time I've been performing and my name isn't in the book

how can he love me and my name isn't even on the call back list.

but wait I've been mistaken.

this isn't a play. this is as serious as vodka mixed in with martini.

I've lost the true meaning of our relationship prostituting this very gift you've given me.

parading it up and down like a Bentley or better yet a Lamborghini.

now i cant feel his touch. i don't even realize each time he kiss me

when in fact I've been bruised by sin and raped by iniquity

forgetting that you said you'll never leave me nor forsake me 

and even if i make my bed in hell you are there with me.

and you love me that's why you shed your blood for me on Calvary

LORD I'M SORRY

sin kisses so sweetly 

Master entreat not again to leave thee

if i do i will fall into damnation's eternity

many times I've sinned against thee but you kept me

holding your fist to cease the air from flowing would be deadly 

but you love me 

So Jesus loves me this i know, because i know so

I've been redeemed by Grace's sufficiency 

justified by Mercy 

and accepted by Surely 

my past has been erased 

my whole life has changed 

All because his love for me exceeds every word i could ever speak

yes, he loves me.