For as long as I can remember
I was always left around the holidays
In any relationship I was in
No matter what holiday it was
They would just leave
I would be alone surround by couples and a broken heart
We were new at dating last year started on the 1st of December
So the holidays weren't really a big deal
But when we got closer to a year
I panicked
I started to feel sad
What if he leaves me?
What if I spend so much on someone and they disappear
I will be left alone surrounded by couples and families
Will I be the always in a relationship always single aunt?
Where I'm left alone on the holidays
Where I don't fit in with the grown ups
But to old to hang out with the kids
Will I be sitting inna corner on my phone all night again
Will he be like the rest and leave?
The time has come
It doesn't feel like the holidays
He's going with his family
I can understand why
I will miss him
The day came ...
All I want is to be with him
He didn't leave me but he's not here ....
He came
He's here
He's by my side
I hug him
I kiss him
I want to cry
Don't ever let go of me
I'm full of joy
He didn't leave
He stayed with me
I won't be alone
I finally found someone who wants to be with me
I can enjoy the holidays
I can finally dance and since
I found my person
So much emotion
He didn't leave
He stayed by my side
He's the one I want to marry
He's the one I know won't leave
He kept telling me he wouldn't
He's not going anywhere
He's stuck with me
And I'm stuck with him
He shows me everyday
He's not leaving
He didn't leave