This Hat (Smile)
This hat…
It lies on my head
covering up my thoughts of the key to my smiles and happiness
Keeps me bottled up with pictures of envy and rage that I like to keep hidden
This hat…
Is a hat that I’ve stopped wearing physically
but still contains what’s hidden
My little pleasures of simple things
This hat…
The one that I do wear mentally is full of hurt and regret
This hat with memories of unpopularity of what was in,
but popular with whatever I got
and what I was left with was my mind
This mind fueled with jealousy and blues never let me forget to smile
To sit and laugh rhythmically with melodies
Listening to the Charlie Chaplin song of the times that must keep on trying
“That's the time you must keep on trying.
Smile, what's the use of crying?”
What’s the use of crying when our tears are not what we should fight for
We must fight for our happiness to be achieved
We must YELL OUT all of our anger that we think we cannot conquer
We need to find our little happiness that we have kept hidden under our blankets like the child who believes that hiding underneath the covers will keep the monsters away
because it might...
And this child..
this child…
We must
We must
We must be a child
We must relive our childhood
We must not forget who we once were
We were not the ones to leave but the ones who got left
We were not an idea of bad childhoods
But we were the imagination of being perfect
We must give ourselves limitations on what we can do so that we can go passed our goals and strive on what we can really accomplish
Accomplish is to achieve
So achieve this metaphorical vision of our voyage to being happy
Know not to be sad when you weren't asked to prom or the homecoming dance
Be proud that it does not change you completely
It doesn’t take away your old good memories
It may give you a new sad one,
but that’s one sadness out of a potential million smiles throughout a day
As Charlie once said,
“a day without laughter is a day wasted”
Don't waste today for tomorrow
Don't do today what you could do tomorrow
Do what you feel you can do and if there’s a bonus question,
take it and if you fail,
it’s only a bonus
Your failed bonus does not take away what you did manage
What you carried out to do was done and dealt with
You've reached your limits and that's good enough
So never waste a smile,
let it linger
let it last longer than a smoker who’s savoring every last bit of their breath to say that they love you
Your smiles are for you,
that's why it’s on you're face like this mole that’s on mine
So never hide your smile
Laugh when something is funny
A second of happiness and laughter a day is much better than a week full of sorrow