Happy Mess
It's One in the morning
and the Family be snoring
I'm On the bed thinking
Sleeping is boring
I had some coffee
I think had three cups
Or maybe I need to re-up
Cus the weed is my Nyquil
Thoughts of her keeping me up
Medical herbs ain’t absurd
But you can be sure
That it’s calming my nerves
She’s killing me with her curve
One smile and I’ve officially been served
It’s whatever
Pills in the cabinet are enough to last forever
What’s the deal
With these pills looking like a happy meal
And the prize is a happy feel
Then wake up with a crappy feel
But my thoughts will be wiped
Easy like a card being swiped
Put the reef in the pipe
Time to chief up the night
Feeling alright
I'm Reaching the high heights
I’m starting to get an appetite
Eat till I’m satisfied
Grab a bottle of Skyy
Hoping it'll intensify my high
Shots for each emotion
I’d rather drink the whole ocean
I guess this is stopping my sorrow
Too bad it’ll come back tomorrow
And when it knocks, I’ll open the door
Bottles will be open ready
To be poured
Cheers to my sadness
Hit this blunt to my madness
I can light up as much as I want
But it won’t shine through the blackness
Now life hits me like a crash test
I’m still young
And I ain’t making cash yet
This paper and pen is making me nap less
Feeling good now
Feeling crap next
More smoke is just more happiness
I look like a happy mess
Wake up the next morning
Don’t remember yesterday
But the sorrow still stayed
“Bite another Vicodin”
My conscience say
Repeat what I did
That’s the plan for the day
Funny how I think the sorrow will go away