i went after what i wanted

and he wanted me back 

but we fuck 

and i'm okay with that 

i dont feel anything for him 

except lust 

and this is new for me 

because usually i'm the one who gets attached so easily 

and this time it's nice 

thats we can both release our bodies together 

without any strings attached

i'm okay. 

thats all that matters 

and i love my life 

and where i am and who i've surrounded myself with 

i'm grateful and i'm happy 

this is another chapter of my life, 

and it's a really good one...

i won't ever forget this specific chapter

it means a lot to me.