For so long I suffered, a prolonging pain
now I feel something that I cant explain.
Its like a fire, a light, a burst,
but for some reason it might be worse
worse than the sad, the mad, the rain
worse than that everlasting pain.
this feeling i feel wont go away
so the people see it and they prey
the call me out, instill me with fear
this feeling inside me is something they dont want to hear.