I spent all my time on my phone,

now I don't even want to look at it,

I want to throw it out the window,

I want to forget it ever exsisted,

 

My friend pranked the mess out of me simply through text,

had my heart beating so fast I thought I'd need an ambulance,

and on my phone my favorite game is the one I hate,

on that game somebody took everything I worked for away,

 

I don't have cousins to talk to,

my best friend lies to me and constantly brings me down,

my sister and I argue alot over the littlest things,

My dad left me for a younger lady in the phillipnes,

 

God I was hoping he was dead,

I was hoping he had amnessia,

I was trying to hope for the best,

It took five years to find the Bastard,

 

everyone told me not to,

I didn't listen,

It's my fault I know,

God why is life so painful,

God why did you give me emotions?

 

I don't want to feel this way,

I don't want to complain about my life,

It's like I am a camal with a broken back,

a bird without any wings,

it's like i'm a squrriel that got runover in the street,

 

God did you make life like this,

I 'd like to hope not,

hope for the best,

prepare for the worst.

 

God life is painful,

sometimes I am really hungry,

sometimes it gets too cold,

sometimes I am lonely,

 

GOD LIFE IS PAINFUL