I once told a girl that I loved her.

She laughed and shook her head, with a smile on her lips, god

she had a beautiful smile.

“I love you too silly”

These words rolled off from her tongue like honey

I gave a bright smile and hugged her

Holding her body close to mine for the split moment we had.

Was this romance or the platonic love of a friendship?

I'll never be able to find out

But I know that every time I held her hand, i felt so happy

And her big brown eyes were always filled with hope

Along with the sleepless nights where I would listening to her breathing, wanting to hold her close

But I couldn't

Cause we were just friends

Friends that haven't spoken in over seven years

And god damn

I miss her voice

And her slender and small body

I loved her more then she’d end up knowing