If you asked someone what made them happy, they'd probably say their mother, father, boyfriend, girlfriend, son, or daughter
Dog, cat, or something like that
The list can go on
But If you asked me, I would say... myself
Now how many people do you know that would automatically resort to THAT answer?
Only I know how to make myself smile I'm not saying that I always laugh at my own jokes I mean.. sure! I do that sometimes... Okay maybe a bit more than I should, but that's not the point
No one knows how to make me laugh and smile like I do
I wouldn't say my girlfriend makes me happy (I hope she doesn't get a hold of this)
Simply because sometimes, she can upset me
I wouldn't say my family makes me happy
And again, simply because they can upset me
When I say something makes me happy, I don't want to regret it later
So therefore, I chose myself
Only I know EXACTLY what I need in order to be happy
Only I have the power to, physically, put a smile on my face
Only I have the power to search for happiness when I'm "down in the dumps"
I don't tend to look for happiness in others
Just because I don't want to get hurt in the process and take the blame and say I'm not .. good enough
It all makes me sick to my stomach
Y'know.. thinking you're not good enough
You wonder if there's anything that can fill the void inside
Y'know how it is
Constantly searching for happiness, but only finding emptiness
So it's time to do something different this time...
It's time to stop depending on others to pick me up when i'm down; especially if I'm perfectly capable of doing so myself.
All I need is myself to make me happy.