Ducks quacking, birds chirping, The people walking by were talking loud little children running around just having a good time, But you see my brain was working as I thought, Wow What do I wanna do when I graduate? Become a doctor, bum or magistrate or a gang member with a tatted face or a lack luster office worker or late night strip club twerker? Well Maybe not the last one But my mind was racing thinking way too fast thinking thinking I wasted too much time in class thinking about why I’m here because I’m fairly intelligent and literate so why do I have to waste my time with classes that waste time so admins can make goldmines while I’m learning pointless lessons feeling like a jester, learning just to be the smartest fool!

Then I took a deep inhale Felt the winds breath than exhaled

What do the ducks think? I bet they don’t have it hard, Oh yea they fly down south very far every year, But that’s the same as school for me and my peers I’m 18 years old and the only thing I fear is something that hasn’t occurred yet A never ending impending and blurred threat like If you do don’t study you wont uhh.. If you don’t make enough money than uhh.. Than what? I’d end up miserable like you dudes no thanks, I’d rather study something useful than learn about cotans, I say this not because its not important, to each there own, if you want you can be the king of the calculus throne, but for me that’s not my home it doesn’t grab my attention so I feel no affection for lectures about conjectures Id rather spend those 4 years of highschool learning about topics that I enjoy rather than deplore because this is my life and not yours, I already regret many things I learned in school, but sitting on this park bench feeling the pressure of college makes me wonder is it worth it Is it worth the loans? Is it worth the debt? Is it worth moans? Is it worth the stress? Then I took a deep inhale Felt the winds breath than exhaled