I am stuck on the idea of forever.

Of being with someone forever.

Trips to the grocery store together, forever.

Waking up next to someone, forever.

Loving someone, and them loving me, forever.

Life, with all its highs and lows, with someone, forever.

I am stuck on the idea of forever.

Four months later, I still wonder,

What if we were four months into our future instead of four months apart?