Of Forests and Towns
Hello brave beauty, hello endless night,
goodbye static inability,
hello tireless flight.
Open up, I say
Open up, I call,
Here it is, I say, this is how we fall,
This is the way,
take one step closer to the edge my love,
now look down,
don’t you see it?
you’re entire life in one tiny town.
Run back, my tiny fighter,
run back to the trees,
let your bare feet fly till you fall to your knees,
look up to the sky,
that’s right, good,
now open yourself up to the birds and
the wood.
Hold on lovely warrior, please hold
on tight,
it’s beginning, don’t you feel it?
your quest, your fight.
I see there’s dirt underneath your
skin
I see there’s pine needles in your
blood,
that’s right, open the gate, let in the
flood.
You’re on your way, my dear,
on your way out,
just a few more steps and you
will learn how to shout.
Feel those flowers in your hair?
They have the love too,
a love so violent they want to share it
with you,
so listen to them, darling,
listen to that blue stream tall,
listen to the old, dark mountains,
obey their every call,
listen to that deep stirring
purr in the pit of your womb,
my child, that is Yourself,
resurrected from the tomb.
Open up your grave, claw
Yourself free
crawl to the forest, climb to the sea,
let that purring earthquake go,
do as I say,
let her go, let your wild woman find
her way.
Don’t look back, there is nothing left in the
town,
That’s where you lost everything
your kingdom
your crown.
Search here, vicious warrior girl,
under the moon, yes,
the stars are coming,
they want to find it too.
Don’t tell me you’ve forgotten everything
you knew,
about the bears, and wolves, and the color blue.
Don’t you understand it?
Don’t you feel it hidden behind the curtain below?
The dirt, and dust, and
the trees sweet glow,
it’s all right here, you can have it again,
But you have to want it,
to want it to begin.
You’re so close, Sliver Moon Bird,
you’re almost there,
remember the flowers and wings in your hair,
remember the forest
caterpillars dangling from your ear,
yes my love,
Yourself is out here.
Now you know, so go find her,
She’ll want to see your face,
to take you away from that little
townplace,
She is here, don’t you feel her?
She’s roaming the wood,
Don’t you want to find her?
Because, baby, you really should.
I know you can tell, you know She is near,
go on now,
you have nothing to fear.
Do you smell that, my fine warrior?
Familiar, I know,
That ancient-magic scent will follow
where you go.
Why?
Why do you think, my dear?
The time is now, the time is here,
Snap the twigs call
Blink say the stars
Shhh says the moon
Youself is not far.
There are leaves under your
toes, dirt on your skin,
love in your body,
let it in
let it in.
Hush you say, but you don’t know whom to,
The forest is silent as you breathe till
you’re new.
There she is, at last, from
behind a birch she steps,
like the sun and the moon, like
every secret you’ve ever kept,
Here is Yourself, on the edge
of the night,
Thank God you opened up,
thank God you were in the fight.
Tripping and stumbling you run
to her,
flinging your body into her embrace,
she cries in soft tears as she
strokes your face.
I’ve missed you she smiles,
I’ve missed you too,
Look at you, she says, you barely grew.
Why did you leave me? you ask as she wipes
tears from yellow eyes
She says
I am very bad at hellos and goodbyes.
It’s easy to lose me, she explains, but
hard to find me again
It’s raining now, even though the skies are clear,
and you and Yourself huddle
close and dear.
The sky breaks wide,
the night is alive,
everything is pulling from your
inner inside.
You and Yourself are
together once more,
and you’re beating heart is not
something to ignore.
The earth caught
in your palms,
the smell of the rain,
something else is winding through your veins.
Your eyes only close for the time
it takes a star to die,
but when they open
Yourself has left without saying goodbye,
Your heart stops beating, but when
it starts again,
You have found Her,
Because finally, she is within.
Slowly we stand under the
blue mountains blessing,
lighter now that our soul is undressing,
Quietly we wander through the forest
trees tall,
lost on a path, we have taken our fall,
Flowers sing their praise,
white wolves shake their fur
the moon floats down
our Wild Woman purrs.
Hello brave beauty,
Welcome dark Queen,
this is our world,
Here is our regime.