Finding Me
I stand awkwardly on stage
No one moves
I could hear a pin drop
My voice cracks
Pity stares
My hips don’t move
My feet move in steps too large
My face meets the wooden stage
And no one says a word.
I hold a brush
Ready to show my very soul
I imagine a majestic horse
Its sleek body powerful
And I look at my paper
I think I drew a dog
But I’m not even sure.
So I try to explain myself
My tongue doesn’t follow
I stammer for words that sound good.
I come up with nothing.
Awkward.
But when I write
Souls dance with mine
And a picture is painted in the imagination
And a voice reads the very words I feel
And the reader can feel these words too.
As I write
Others can see that
I am a dancer
I am an artist
I am a singer
Just in a different sense
Because when I write
I am an artist.