When I was younger it didn't really get to me

But now i'm sitting here trying to rewrite history

And I swear I would do anything if it was pretend and I woke up and you were here with me

But everything is crazy its really unbelievable seems like ever is turning into an adversity

When times get hard that's when it starts hurting me

And when I’m all alone I look to turn where are the other three

One out on the street refusing to open his eyes to reality

The other turned his life around he was not who he’d pretend to be

The other one is doing fine, she makes me strive because she looks up to me

Ever since you’ve left its like our lives have turned into bebis

The one that gives shelter does a lot but always yell at me

Even when i'm feeling down I’d wanna talk but feel like no one’s around

I’d bring you up she says I desire for attention not knowing the secrets i’m dying to mention

But I stay there and deal with all of her dissension

I’d go act out and and settle for detention

And contemplate on all the things i'm afraid to mention.