Layin here I feel dismay and downing thoughts, I feel me causing the pain, feeling as if I cause the grief. Standing up and kneeling down, knowing i am lost. I place my hands then grab; to miss and make a tight fist then use it to wipe the tear back. All this because i am human and fall short of the glory of God. And end it with amen. I stand with relief and a starting of a smile. I crawl back into bed to role over and hug the one that means most to me. While taking a glance to above thanking him for the blessings and his answers.