FEAR OF LOVE
Have you ever loved someone
So much that fear takes control
Of every emotions?
Fear of loving.
Fear of even seeing her face.
Fear of even approaching her.
How can love and fear be twisted
In one so that you can't even
tell them apart.
Maybe, loving means risking everything
For that one person who makes you
feel larger then life.
I felt that with you, fear.
Fear of not knowing to love you right.
Fear of being young to love.
Fear of failing you.
I felt the love you had for me,
But I couldn't understand.
What I was to do next.
I felt jealous, whenever I saw
You talking to other boys,
But again I wasn't courageous enough
To put myself together and approach you.
I wish I was an enough, but I was just a little
Village boy with no love experience
Whatever path our love took,
One thing I know is true
Your love made me realize
What it is to be loved
And I will forever be grateful for the love
I don't know if the fear is still inside me
But I feel it is long gone,
Maybe if we meet again,
I dare you to come try me
-Tom-