Fate of a Flower
You see what you want to see,
so though I may wear a yellow shirt,
you remember me in green,
and though I may cry big blue tears,
my smile is all you've seen.
So, you didn't know my sad truth.
You didn't know my truth.
I walked from class to class alone,
you assumed I wanted to.
I always seemed to avoid your eyes,
you assumed I didn't like you.
I was only people shy,
but that's not something you knew.
How I wish you had known I envied your bravery.
How I wish you had known.
The leaves are green again,
first day of spring began,
I walked past and didn't see,
that after that
you turned to me,
and asked me, How are you?
I looked surprised, smiled shy,
and told you I was fine.
Did you know that meant the world to me?
Did you know that meant the world?
I would have liked to tell you,
but of course, now it's too late.
You've gone before the flowers
have reached their own sad fate:
to live another lonely life
a life that still awaits.
If only I had looked and seen.
If only I had looked.
So wrapped up in my head was I,
I always failed to notice,
the bags below your tired eyes
or the constant running noses.
The way you hesitated, gearing for battle,
before you entered a room.
The skin and bones you had become
as you stood upon your tomb.
For I only saw what I chose to see,
in you,
the courage to live happily,
in a world void of beauty.
A world now void of flowers.