Up,down,side to side,

With my mind

no one resides

But still i bind

 

I wish i could tell you

What really goes on inside

Through window, and window

No true temper lies

 

At each opportunity

Every person, situation,action,inaction

I'm struck with complete  entropy

Loss of Reality

 

Call it complete insanity

I call it my family

A,G,J all part of me

But still I can't  say

 

Genuinely, what it's like to be brave

For inside

No real ego resides

Weak...not able to show any sides

 

I wish fear wasnt me

I wish it was me that would smile with glee

But i'm stuck insanity

But you'll never know my reality.