I feel empty,
and don’t know what to do with myself.
Why do I exist?
Does my life have purpose?
What is consciousness?
but there is no definitive answer.
The unknown sickens me with fear-
what am I doing this second?
Am I wasting this precious life?
the clock is counting down the minutes until I die.
I want more
but I’m too
afraid to reach out.
I take the easy way out-
I regret everything