I don’t know

How to fight

With you

Like you want me to

My apathy

Exhausts

Even you

I make an effort

To care

About something

But

You

See through

Me

You notice

Me

Like

No one else

When I thought

I had them

Fooled

You call

Me out

I thought

I wanted this

To be

Seen

Understood

But

I cannot lie

To you

And this

Is frightening

Most of all