Escaping From My Thoughts

Wed, 01/11/2017 - 17:47 -- _kat95

I see the lights flashing before my eyes

They say my fight is up

I am gone


I see nothing but white and big silver gates that say, "Gates of Heaven"

I panicked no matter what I said no one would hear me

I looked down passed the clouds

I see my lifeless body lying on the floor


My friends are just getting the message 

They are hurt 

They are crying

They are asking why I did this to them, to my family, to me

Am I selfish?

I wish I could go back in time

I see how much I meant to so many people


But I just wanted the pain to go

I didn't want to hurt anyone

I see how much my death has affected so many

It can not be real, can it?

I just wish I was still down there with everyone

This poem is about: 
My family
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