If this is the end-
If my time has arrived to its final destination,
May I not remorse it.
Give me the strength to
embrace the last moment.
Permit me an understanding
of happiness.

My ripped wings
are that of a phoenix.
She never knew how to fly
but now she shall teach herself.
I will fly forth
from the scars remnant of the past.

Let it all drown from behind,
crashing that which cannot be forgiven.

Her pain is coming to an end,
my life a glimpse if torture.
And I shall bring you
down with me. (poems go here)